Crazy Thoughts from a Crazy Clang: March 2005

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I'm crazy, I know. And sometimes, THAT drives me nuts.

Sa Wakas 
      
SUMMER NA!!! Woohoo!
 
No more papers, readings, projects and homeworks! Well, at least for two weeks. =p
 
Unfortunately, COMTECH people like me are required to take summer classes. But on the good side, we still get a couple of weeks to lay back and relax and do nothing. And two weeks of vacation is better than no vacation at all, right?
 
I've no specific plans on how to spend my summer. But with the coming days I hope I'll have. I'd hate it if I just bum around the house doing nothing as in nothing at all. Argh, now that I think about it, if I stay at home I'd have to do household chores. That is exactly why I wanted sana to go someplace else and vacation out of town.
 
Anybody with me? C'mon guys! 
 
Bawal ang KJ!
19 March 2005 at 11:59 PM  
Again 
      
Okay, so I didn't think people would be reading this thing called a blog. But then again after an angel spoke to me, I realized that certain people actually visit my blog. (Coreen, Hapi, Lei, I know you do visit, it's just that I didn't expect other people to even MIND). Along the way, I know I've stepped on the feelings on some people, with my tactlessness and all. I'm also aware that I can really be irritating at times, conceited and self-righteous. I guess what I want is just to end up with something that's really the best, something worthy of approval and praise, something that I can look back to and say, "Wow, I've achieved this." Perfectionist. That's me. Guilty as charged.I get irritated when people don't cooperate. I hate it every time somebody does something improperly or irresponsibly or not do it at all. I focus on the goal and I do everything to get it. I realized that even if this goal means to strive for excellence, it would all go down the drain if you mistreat, abuse, step on the people you work with. I might have neglected this part, what with my being too focused on that vision.Well, with all this long, dramatic speech, I guess all I've been meaning to say is this:I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings.I'm sorry if I said some bad things about you and complain about your performance.I'm sorry if I haven't been as understanding.I'm sorry if I didn't consider the situation you were under.I'm sorry if I didn't take the time to know the real reasons for some things that didn't work out.I'm sorry for being tactless and careless of my speech.I'm sorry for being critical and judgemental.I'm sorry for being mean and cruel.I'm sorry.
12 March 2005 at 5:10 PM  
 
Forgive my recent tantrums. Just had to let it out, you know.Hay, konting tiis na lang. Two weeks. Two weeks left.Thank GOD.
08 March 2005 at 1:15 AM  
Gusto niyo ata akong patayin 
      
Tama bang i-upload ang part sa research paper sa isang Major subject the night before the submission of the final paper?!
Tama bang 11 o' clock ng pesteng gabi i-email sa akin ang part mo?
Tama bang after a long, long, long time na hindi ka umaatend ng group meetings about the paper at hindi nagsa-submit ng KAHIT NA ANO, e mag-pass ka ngayon ng part (I thought I kicked you out of the group already! Argh.) At mantakin mo, sobrang WALANG KWENTA with a capital WK ang gawa mo. Kahit first year high school kayang gawin yun. 
At sa palagay ba ninyo e mae-edit, male-layout, mapapa-bind at masa-submit natin ngayon ang kairitang paper na yan? 
Ha. 
Well, sorry. Dahil, guess what, KAKAGISING ko lang at wala pa akong nagagawang kahit katiting sa LS paper na yan. 
So pa'no mga friends? 
Hindi na naman ako papasok ng Theo?
Magcu-cut na naman ako sa Sci10?
Absent uli ako kay Ma'am Cheryl?
Hindi na naman ako makakakain ng matino dahil minamadali ko yung paper?
Hindi na naman ako makakatulog ng maayos (kelan ba?)?
At wala man lang gustong tumulong sa inyo.
Puro asa, asa, asa.
Basta na-"pass" niyo na sa inyo, WALA NA KAYONG PAKIALAM.
"Bahala na si Clang, magaling naman siya..."
Aba mga pesteng, malditang bata kayo!
Meron din akong buhay noh!
Tao rin ako.
Gusto niyo ata akong patayin.
 
God, take me now.
02 March 2005 at 7:07 AM